if he lost weight that means he was not touched.
especially if it's flesh is made from those who are in it.
you who helped me give rise to this community do not support it.
only i seem to truly love it.
i did not kill it, i tried to feed it well. i tried not to make it sick.
but it will be sick until raised high like a banner by all who adore it
and if you love it not i will love it myself
i will sacrifice all i have to make it whole.
and it will be a wolf that nibbles on me alone.